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The bad news is that I have an unbelievably awful ear infection. But the good news is that this is sure keeping my mind off of the migraine situation. See? It’s all about perspective.

My poor husband woke up to me sobbing in pain last night. I’m sure he thought I was in labor or something. Rather than horror at my obvious pain level, I’m certain what he felt instead was relief that it was “just” my ear. See? Perspective.

Speaking of perspective, please go give some love to Suzanne. Sometimes when I’m feeling yucky, or having contractions, or trying to figure out the logistics of caring for three tiny babies, I think of Suzanne. Every morning I wake up thankful that I have triplets and not quadruplets. Not because quadruplets are not a blessing, but because I’m not certain I could handle the trials of the pregnancy with the grace that Suzanne has. Yes, Suzanne is pregnancy with quadruplets and just had to have a cerclage performed. I know with triplets, I’m not immune to the possibility of a cerclage in my future, but I remain hopeful. Suzanne has the best possible attitude, but I also know she’s going through a very scary time. She’s almost 21 weeks, so she’s still got a few weeks that she simply must hang on to those babies and that’s very, very frightening. So if you’re feeling loveable… go give Suz some love. Because, really? It’s all about perspective.

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The bad news is that I have an unbelievably awful ear infection. But the good news is that this is sure keeping my mind off of the migraine situation. See? It's all about perspective.

My poor husband woke up to me sobbing in pain last night. I'm sure he thought I was in labor or something. Rather than horror at my obvious pain level, I'm certain what he felt instead was relief that it was "just" my ear. See? Perspective.

Speaking of perspective, please go give some love to Suzanne. Sometimes when I'm feeling yucky, or having contractions, or trying to figure out the logistics of caring for three tiny babies, I think of Suzanne. Every morning I wake up thankful that I have triplets and not quadruplets. Not because quadruplets are not a blessing, but because I'm not certain I could handle the trials of the pregnancy with the grace that Suzanne has. Yes, Suzanne is pregnancy with quadruplets and just had to have a cerclage performed. I know with triplets, I'm not immune to the possibility of a cerclage in my future, but I remain hopeful. Suzanne has the best possible attitude, but I also know she's going through a very scary time. She's almost 21 weeks, so she's still got a few weeks that she simply must hang on to those babies and that's very, very frightening. So if you're feeling loveable… go give Suz some love. Because, really? It's all about perspective.

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Quick Neurologist Update

I don’t have a lot of time because it’s almost Shabbos (the Jewish Sabbath), but I did meet with the neurologist today. He had a fair bit to say, most of which boiled down to the fact that I have limited options. He agreed that even though migraines aren’t life-threatening that the risk/benefit ratio still plays out that I need some kind of prophylactic treatment even during pregnancy. He acknowledged that my pain-relief options were limited, particularly since I’ve stopped responding to codeine (he said it’s easy to build a quick tolerance to codeine). He did not like the idea of calcium channel blockers because they don’t do me much good. He in particular said that nifedipine is a very not-good choice for migraine treatment. I didn’t ask why.

Anyway, the long and the short of it is that he’s recommended I take Topomax, which surprised me, but he said that the greatest risk with Topomax is neural tube defects in the first trimester. Since the neural tube has already been formed, this is no longer a risk. He put a call into my perinatologist, and in the meantime gave me samples and a script for Topomax, but said not to take it until I’d heard from them that it was okayed by the perinatologist. If the perinatologist didn’t agree, they’d work out another option and he’d call it in for me. Much to my surprise, Dr. G said he was fine with me trying it.

Neither doctor wants me to get to a truly therapeutic dose while I’m pregnant, so the neurologist made sure to note that I’m not likely to have full relief. That’s okay. If I get 20% relief until September, I’ll be thrilled. After that, I can work on more complete relief. So I start it tonight. I took Topomax years ago with a fair bit of success (admittedly at a much higher dose). It wasn’t perfect, which is why I changed, but in retrospect, the Depakote that I switched to was somewhat better but with far more unbearable side effects. So hopefully this will at least take the edge off.

A couple random migraine notes in response to comments:

I have tried both chiropractic care and accupuncture, with little success. Accupuncture in particular was not only not useful, it left me feeling worse than I started. Chiropractic care was fine for other reasons, but had little effect on my migraines. As for the vinegar trick… I’ve heard that one before, but have never tried it, because the smell of vinegar (except balsamic) makes me very ill. I imagine in pregnancy it would be far worse!

I totally get that this is an infertility/pregnancy blog, not a migraine blog, but frankly, it’s hard to separate the migraines from everything else, because it is a constant state of my being. I have another perinatology appointment on Thursday, so maybe I’ll have more interesting things to say then. 🙂

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Quick Neurologist Update

I don't have a lot of time because it's almost Shabbos (the Jewish Sabbath), but I did meet with the neurologist today. He had a fair bit to say, most of which boiled down to the fact that I have limited options. He agreed that even though migraines aren't life-threatening that the risk/benefit ratio still plays out that I need some kind of prophylactic treatment even during pregnancy. He acknowledged that my pain-relief options were limited, particularly since I've stopped responding to codeine (he said it's easy to build a quick tolerance to codeine). He did not like the idea of calcium channel blockers because they don't do me much good. He in particular said that nifedipine is a very not-good choice for migraine treatment. I didn't ask why.

Anyway, the long and the short of it is that he's recommended I take Topomax, which surprised me, but he said that the greatest risk with Topomax is neural tube defects in the first trimester. Since the neural tube has already been formed, this is no longer a risk. He put a call into my perinatologist, and in the meantime gave me samples and a script for Topomax, but said not to take it until I'd heard from them that it was okayed by the perinatologist. If the perinatologist didn't agree, they'd work out another option and he'd call it in for me. Much to my surprise, Dr. G said he was fine with me trying it.

Neither doctor wants me to get to a truly therapeutic dose while I'm pregnant, so the neurologist made sure to note that I'm not likely to have full relief. That's okay. If I get 20% relief until September, I'll be thrilled. After that, I can work on more complete relief. So I start it tonight. I took Topomax years ago with a fair bit of success (admittedly at a much higher dose). It wasn't perfect, which is why I changed, but in retrospect, the Depakote that I switched to was somewhat better but with far more unbearable side effects. So hopefully this will at least take the edge off.

A couple random migraine notes in response to comments:

I have tried both chiropractic care and accupuncture, with little success. Accupuncture in particular was not only not useful, it left me feeling worse than I started. Chiropractic care was fine for other reasons, but had little effect on my migraines. As for the vinegar trick… I've heard that one before, but have never tried it, because the smell of vinegar (except balsamic) makes me very ill. I imagine in pregnancy it would be far worse!

I totally get that this is an infertility/pregnancy blog, not a migraine blog, but frankly, it's hard to separate the migraines from everything else, because it is a constant state of my being. I have another perinatology appointment on Thursday, so maybe I'll have more interesting things to say then. 🙂

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Quick Neurologist Update

I don't have a lot of time because it's almost Shabbos (the Jewish Sabbath), but I did meet with the neurologist today. He had a fair bit to say, most of which boiled down to the fact that I have limited options. He agreed that even though migraines aren't life-threatening that the risk/benefit ratio still plays out that I need some kind of prophylactic treatment even during pregnancy. He acknowledged that my pain-relief options were limited, particularly since I've stopped responding to codeine (he said it's easy to build a quick tolerance to codeine). He did not like the idea of calcium channel blockers because they don't do me much good. He in particular said that nifedipine is a very not-good choice for migraine treatment. I didn't ask why.

Anyway, the long and the short of it is that he's recommended I take Topomax, which surprised me, but he said that the greatest risk with Topomax is neural tube defects in the first trimester. Since the neural tube has already been formed, this is no longer a risk. He put a call into my perinatologist, and in the meantime gave me samples and a script for Topomax, but said not to take it until I'd heard from them that it was okayed by the perinatologist. If the perinatologist didn't agree, they'd work out another option and he'd call it in for me. Much to my surprise, Dr. G said he was fine with me trying it.

Neither doctor wants me to get to a truly therapeutic dose while I'm pregnant, so the neurologist made sure to note that I'm not likely to have full relief. That's okay. If I get 20% relief until September, I'll be thrilled. After that, I can work on more complete relief. So I start it tonight. I took Topomax years ago with a fair bit of success (admittedly at a much higher dose). It wasn't perfect, which is why I changed, but in retrospect, the Depakote that I switched to was somewhat better but with far more unbearable side effects. So hopefully this will at least take the edge off.

A couple random migraine notes in response to comments:

I have tried both chiropractic care and accupuncture, with little success. Accupuncture in particular was not only not useful, it left me feeling worse than I started. Chiropractic care was fine for other reasons, but had little effect on my migraines. As for the vinegar trick… I've heard that one before, but have never tried it, because the smell of vinegar (except balsamic) makes me very ill. I imagine in pregnancy it would be far worse!

I totally get that this is an infertility/pregnancy blog, not a migraine blog, but frankly, it's hard to separate the migraines from everything else, because it is a constant state of my being. I have another perinatology appointment on Thursday, so maybe I'll have more interesting things to say then. 🙂

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quickie post

I never know what to do with helpful comments that I can’t respond directly to… when I have neither an email address nor a blog link to go by. Responding within the comments seems a bit useless, since blogger doesn’t do threaded comments… and since I assume people aren’t eagerly checking back in my comments to see if I’ve responded. This is why I do a lot of responding directly via email. But in this case, I received a good comment from Crystal that I’d like to respond to, so I’ll do it here. She wrote:

I haven’t read back in your archives yet, but I wanted to offer some suggestions on treating your migraines and nausea. Hopefully I’m not suggesting something you’ve tried already! I recently got desperate for a natural migraine treatment because I am breastfeeding. I found a tip on kellymom.com about snorting a few grains of cayenne pepper. Like I said, I was desperate and I figured it couldn’t hurt. So I tried it and it actually helped! It left me with a dull headache, which was a whole lot better than a migraine!

A friend of mine recently got some wrist bands (called Sea Bands, I believe) that have a small ball that touches a pressure point to help with nausea. Up until she bought the bands, she had tried every other natural remedy and was still puking. So, that is something you could try. It can’t hurt!

Kellymom, as usual, is right on with the suggestion to snort a few grains of cayenne pepper. The capsaicin dilates blood vessels. Since migraines are a vascular headache, this makes a lot of sense. In fact, one of the major migraine studies underway right now involves capsaicin treatment in nasal spray form. Frankly, I don’t think it’s necessary to run a study about this, as there are already capsaicin nasal sprays out there that work for a lot of people. See, for example, http://www.sinusbuster.us/products_hf.html One of their products is a nasal spray for headaches that includes capsaicin, peppermint oil, and feverfew. Peppermit oil also dilates the blood vessels and feverfew is a pretty popular herbal remedy for migraines (though I never found that it helped me). The problem for me, however, is that both capsaicin and peppermint are serious migraine triggers for me. And while it’s known that the sinus buster product can actually exacerbate migraines for a few days but is supposed to improve over time, I find that it just causes me more intense migaines. I’m just lucky.

I’ve been getting migraines for almost thirty years (I’m 31 now). I am never, ever opposed to people suggesting remedies, even if I’ve tried them before, because some of the things that HAVE worked for me in the past have come from people who have said, “I’m sure you’ve already tried this and I’m sure you’re tired of suggestions, but XYZ worked for my buddy.” A lot of things work for me for a short time and then cease working. Other things work, but the side effects prove too great. Some things don’t work the first time I try it, but work years later. So bring on the migraine suggestions. Yes, odds are good that I’ve tried it, but you never know.

As for the Sea Bands, that’s a good suggestion. In fact, I’ve gotten them for other pregnant friends before, but haven’t actually tried them myself this time. I get a bit weird about my nausea, because I KNOW it could be worse and hey… most pregnant women get nausea, so it’s normal, right? And Zofran really does work, it’s just that when I first wake up in the morning, the Zofran from the day before has worn off. The advantage to the wrist bands, of course, is that I could wear them overnight. See? Folks in the blogosphere are quite smart. 🙂

In other news, my Friday of migraine-free-ness did not result in a migraine-free Saturday, but I was better equipped to cope with it having had a day to recover a bit from the relentless pain I’d been in all week. I’m not greedy. I’ll take one good day. It still gives me hope that I’ll have more to come. And whatever it takes to get these babies to September… if it means a few more months of relentless migraines, I’ll do it. Once they’re born, I’ll have more options for prophylactic treatment, so my real focus is on getting to September. (That being said, I’m still talking to the neurologist on Friday to see what options I’ve got right now).

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quickie post

I never know what to do with helpful comments that I can't respond directly to… when I have neither an email address nor a blog link to go by. Responding within the comments seems a bit useless, since blogger doesn't do threaded comments… and since I assume people aren't eagerly checking back in my comments to see if I've responded. This is why I do a lot of responding directly via email. But in this case, I received a good comment from Crystal that I'd like to respond to, so I'll do it here. She wrote:

I haven't read back in your archives yet, but I wanted to offer some suggestions on treating your migraines and nausea. Hopefully I'm not suggesting something you've tried already! I recently got desperate for a natural migraine treatment because I am breastfeeding. I found a tip on kellymom.com about snorting a few grains of cayenne pepper. Like I said, I was desperate and I figured it couldn't hurt. So I tried it and it actually helped! It left me with a dull headache, which was a whole lot better than a migraine!

A friend of mine recently got some wrist bands (called Sea Bands, I believe) that have a small ball that touches a pressure point to help with nausea. Up until she bought the bands, she had tried every other natural remedy and was still puking. So, that is something you could try. It can't hurt!

Kellymom, as usual, is right on with the suggestion to snort a few grains of cayenne pepper. The capsaicin dilates blood vessels. Since migraines are a vascular headache, this makes a lot of sense. In fact, one of the major migraine studies underway right now involves capsaicin treatment in nasal spray form. Frankly, I don't think it's necessary to run a study about this, as there are already capsaicin nasal sprays out there that work for a lot of people. See, for example, http://www.sinusbuster.us/products_hf.html One of their products is a nasal spray for headaches that includes capsaicin, peppermint oil, and feverfew. Peppermit oil also dilates the blood vessels and feverfew is a pretty popular herbal remedy for migraines (though I never found that it helped me). The problem for me, however, is that both capsaicin and peppermint are serious migraine triggers for me. And while it's known that the sinus buster product can actually exacerbate migraines for a few days but is supposed to improve over time, I find that it just causes me more intense migaines. I'm just lucky.

I've been getting migraines for almost thirty years (I'm 31 now). I am never, ever opposed to people suggesting remedies, even if I've tried them before, because some of the things that HAVE worked for me in the past have come from people who have said, "I'm sure you've already tried this and I'm sure you're tired of suggestions, but XYZ worked for my buddy." A lot of things work for me for a short time and then cease working. Other things work, but the side effects prove too great. Some things don't work the first time I try it, but work years later. So bring on the migraine suggestions. Yes, odds are good that I've tried it, but you never know.

As for the Sea Bands, that's a good suggestion. In fact, I've gotten them for other pregnant friends before, but haven't actually tried them myself this time. I get a bit weird about my nausea, because I KNOW it could be worse and hey… most pregnant women get nausea, so it's normal, right? And Zofran really does work, it's just that when I first wake up in the morning, the Zofran from the day before has worn off. The advantage to the wrist bands, of course, is that I could wear them overnight. See? Folks in the blogosphere are quite smart. 🙂

In other news, my Friday of migraine-free-ness did not result in a migraine-free Saturday, but I was better equipped to cope with it having had a day to recover a bit from the relentless pain I'd been in all week. I'm not greedy. I'll take one good day. It still gives me hope that I'll have more to come. And whatever it takes to get these babies to September… if it means a few more months of relentless migraines, I'll do it. Once they're born, I'll have more options for prophylactic treatment, so my real focus is on getting to September. (That being said, I'm still talking to the neurologist on Friday to see what options I've got right now).

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feeling good

Shocking, I know. What an odd kind of post to see coming from me, Mrs. Negativity herself. But here I am. Perky, even. For the first time in over a week, I woke up this morning not feeling sick, with no pounding migraine, and without feeling like I’d been run over by a truck. I feel…. dare I say it? … human! I don’t expect it to last, but golly jeepers this is awesome while it sticks around. I’m being productive. I’m motivated. I have a little (tiny) bit of energy. Finally I don’t feel like an ugly, lazy troll. I hardly know what to think, but I’m definitely not complaining!

Yesterday in the ultrasound, one of the babies was hiccuping while we were watching. It was really disturbingly cute. 🙂 Another baby kept doing flips which made it hard to get the heart rate, but s/he eventually calmed down.

I’m still a big chicken, by the way. I haven’t left my OB’s office, even though I know that’s what I should do and it’s what I want to do. I’m not good with change, is really the problem. I guess I’ll have to get over that long before the triplets get here, because boy will my life be full of changes then!

So yeah. Feeling good. Seriously! No caveats or anything! Go me!

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I have a post in draft now that’s a followup to the Great Debate post, but I can’t deal with finishing it now, so you’ll all have to wait in eager anticipation. I know you can hardly stand it.

Anywhozit, my appointment at the perinatologist’s went well. Babies are all growing, though they didn’t measure anything other than the heartbeats. You can tell, though, that they’re growing. They all have plenty of amniotic fluid. The previa is still a previa, but seems to have shifted slightly, so that might be a good sign… perhaps it is going to shift completely away. Or it could stay right where it is. My cervix is long and closed, which was the real key. I wasn’t having any more of the maybe-contractions by the time I got to the office. But since everything else looked great, they weren’t too worried, but did give me a stern talking-to about taking it easy and not overdoing it. (I’m positive that I overdid things a bit yesterday, which is probably what started the whole mess in the first place) He did confirm that with the triplets, I really should be careful about brushing off contractions as “just Braxton-Hicks” because all contractions in multiple pregnancies need to be checked out as you just never know when unproductive contractions turn out to be productive ones. I almost told him that all my friends in the blogosphere had already clued me in (thanks, Jody!), but figured it wasn’t worth explaining.

The doctor was far more alarmed with the state of my migraines. It was quite a relief to have someone actually take me seriously about them, to be honest. I know that it seems like it can’t be that hard to deal with bad headaches, but migraines aren’t just bad headaches. They affect my vision. They affect my ability to eat. They affect my ability to stand up straight. They affect my ability to function. They affect my ability to sleep soundly. And being in constant pain puts a lot of stress on your body. It’s really no good all around. And they’ve only been getting worse and more frequent. Honestly, I was getting 4-5 per week before I got pregnant because I’d stopped taking anything prophylactically, so I didn’t think it could GET much worse, but I was very, very wrong. I kept hoping that I’d be one of the lucky ones who doesn’t get migraines when I’m pregnant, but I’m one of the other kind of “lucky” ones whose migraines get worse during pregnancy. Whoopie.

Anywho, I told Dr. G. that I have an appointment with a neurologist next week but wanted to know what options I can consider discussing with the neurologist. He suggested for pain to try fioricet with codeine instead of tylenol with codeine. It could work, but fioricet hasn’t worked for me for years. Then again, years ago I wasn’t pregnant, so who knows what will work now. Prophylactically, however, he said taking a calcium channel blocker (like nifedipine as Jody suggested) is perfectly reasonable. He said it would have added benefits as they often use calcium channel blockers in pregnancy to treat pregnancy-induced-hypertension (which I don’t have…. yet) and to calm uterine contractions. So all bonuses. He also said that if the neurologist wanted to call them to discuss things further, they’d be happy to work together to figure it out. This is all good.

I took calcium channel blockers some time ago (most of a decade ago). They weren’t perfect, and didn’t help enough at the time, but at this point, I’d be happy with even the tiniest bit of relief. And there are other calcium channel blockers I can try (the only one I remember taking was verapamil), so a different one may work a little better. The two drugs that I know do the best job are just not options right now… even if I got the okay from the doctor, I’m not comfortable taking them with the possible risks involved. I’m hoping the neurologist has a few good ideas for pain relief and is willing to try out nifedipine. I’m also hoping he’s not scared off by the whole triplet-pregnancy thing. (My previous neurologist basically told me that so long as I’m trying to get pregnant he won’t touch me… now that I’m pregnant, I’m sure his feelings won’t have changed… so I’m back to a neurologist I used years ago who is geographically less convenient, but an excellent doctor, even if he is an elitist snob.)

Beyond that… there’s not much to report from today’s appointment. The doctor is hoping that when I get further into the second trimester I’ll start feeling a bit better. So am I, but I’m not holding out that much hope. After about a week zofran-free, I’m back to being in nauseated hell. I literally threw up in the sink this morning. Lovely, I know. I have lots of weird pains and things are definitely shifting around. I’m sure most of the weird pains are the ligaments streching from the “ginormously expanding uterus” (thanks for that turn of phrase, Jody!). I’m not worried about the pains… I just didn’t expect them this early.

And oh yeah… I’ll start taking belly pics at some point (My husband laughs at me every time I suggest it, and I can’t seem to twist around properly to get a profile shot by myself in the mirror)… though I don’t guarantee I’ll post them. But all of your urging has convinced me that there’s the slightest possibility that I’ll regret it if I don’t. And that’s all the news from Lake Wo– oh, uh, wrong reference. Er. Right. That’s all the news I’ve got for the moment.

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feeling good

Shocking, I know. What an odd kind of post to see coming from me, Mrs. Negativity herself. But here I am. Perky, even. For the first time in over a week, I woke up this morning not feeling sick, with no pounding migraine, and without feeling like I'd been run over by a truck. I feel…. dare I say it? … human! I don't expect it to last, but golly jeepers this is awesome while it sticks around. I'm being productive. I'm motivated. I have a little (tiny) bit of energy. Finally I don't feel like an ugly, lazy troll. I hardly know what to think, but I'm definitely not complaining!

Yesterday in the ultrasound, one of the babies was hiccuping while we were watching. It was really disturbingly cute. 🙂 Another baby kept doing flips which made it hard to get the heart rate, but s/he eventually calmed down.

I'm still a big chicken, by the way. I haven't left my OB's office, even though I know that's what I should do and it's what I want to do. I'm not good with change, is really the problem. I guess I'll have to get over that long before the triplets get here, because boy will my life be full of changes then!

So yeah. Feeling good. Seriously! No caveats or anything! Go me!

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