Archive for January 12th, 2009

Seriously, if BCP’s make me this unstable, imagine how much fun I’ll be when I start Lupron! Whee!

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I am having a terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day. It just keeps getting worse and worse. I can’t seem to get a handle on it. I have lost all control over it all together and I’m standing by the sidelines watching it spiral away from me.

Tomorrow is bound to be better, I assume, except that I’ve been saying that for weeks now.

I take comfort in the knowledge that it could always be worse. My house hasn’t burnt down recently. I have all four of my beautiful children (relatively) healthy. I have an amazing support structure. I have (most of) the things I want and all of the things that I need. Still, none of this helps the fact that *today* is not going well.

I just want to pick up and move and start all over again, but that is not an option right now. Or is it?

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